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Web of cracks across the dense ice
Waves still sound the same
They sing about their demise
And we're trapped in our tender lies
Oh, but we're here
Paralyzed
Will we ever let the dust grind
All our limbs, all our stupid reasons why
We fight? As if we were of different blood
Oh, but we're here
Covered in mud
And when you are gone
I know I will have to say your prayer
In a room with hot stale air
Your tough demeanor I'd wished to soften
One day was gone forever for me
Pray tell, was all it worth to be exiled?
To be of your age but still such a child?
Always ready to guard your damn castle
That we were supposed to build from ground up
Oh, but we're here outside
Oh, but you're there inside
And when you are gone
I know all the blame will be on me
As if I could ever be free
Your tough demeanor I'd wished to soften
One day was gone forever for me
Under my breath, I'll say my desire
Begging for one final ceasefire
But all you'll hear will be me echo "I, I, I"
And you won't be wrong
Under my breath, I'll say my desire
Begging for one final ceasefire
And even through all my tears
You'll hear me mumble all but my point
Born to disappoint, we're out of joint
Out of joint
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Finest line was crossed, all I had is lost
Drumming in my chest, my heart beats
Crashing down are all my dreams
Crumbling under waves of your abrasiveness
Too bad you don't even notice it
Isn't it a spectacle, horrifying, visual
Where we watch ourselves
Drown in shortcomings
I won't bottle up this time
I know I won't tell a lie one time only
While this tune resounds
With each passing day
It's getting late, we hesitate
We're drifting far apart
Souls unbarred, till we get scarred
A quarter thousand miles apart
We seem to keep abstracting on
Lost in the eye of a whirlpool
Caught in a frozen sandstorm
This iridescent haze brings me memories
That I would rather forget
The waves go higher than mountains
Soar up and billow to the skies
And should they meet for a moment
I know I will fall by the wayside
I keep building bridges you burn down
Whenever I barely go away
I keep reasoning, taking the hardest route
Too bad you don't even notice it
Raveled, no end in sight
Buried, never seeing the light
Our real friendship's something
We don't see alive
While not even walking
Parallel paths
Too bad I have never noticed it
So we chose our ways
No way to stay
Yet here I say: "Sorry, my bad again"
Although I know it's never been
Enough this time, I'm losing my
Amiable mask you know so well
Oh, darling, ain't it swell?
Lost in the eye of a whirlpool
Caught in a frozen sandstorm
This iridescent haze brings me to the place
I know I'll never belong
I know for sure I will concede
That your hurting words have been indeed
Something that I should have noticed
All but this late
Yet, I still hesitate
How do I mitigate
Something I can't debate?
I'd give it all for you to drop
Your fake mask of pacifism
Lost in the eye of a whirlpool
Caught in a frozen sandstorm
This iridescent haze brings me memories
That I would rather forget
The waves go higher than mountains
Soar up and billow to the skies
And should they meet for a moment
I know I will fall by the wayside
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Alambre de Púas ft.Clara
04:13
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Los dedos huelen a metal
Arroyos rojos discurren por mi
Y ni siquiera la muerte me puede parar
De aferrarme al alambre de púas aquí
Quisiera que no hubiera secretos
Quisiera que no tuviese que verte
Y tu corazón te mente, no quieres conocerme
No te me acerques, ¡yo soy un monstruo!
Tal vez yo quería seguir siendo así
Dices tus despedidas, me sereno
Me quedaré sola, me quedaré feliz
Y puede que me vayas a buscar
Pues el dolor no te da miedo
Y quizás yo te deje entrar
En la fortaleza donde vivo
Tonto remedo
Este cautiverio es mi decisión
Este alambre es mi protección
Me temo que puedo hacerte mucho daño
Pues, no te me acerques, ¡yo soy un monstruo!
Tal vez aun quiera seguir siendo así
Estas paredes me mantienen a salvo
Pero a fin de cuentas yo me voy a pudrir
Al tratar de parecer normal
Sé que estoy fallando
Al mirar hacia atrás
Debería haber escuchado
A mi misma, a mi alma
A todo el interior, que gritaba
Quemando. Que estaba
Hablando conmigo
No te me acerques, ¡yo soy un monstruo!
Tal vez yo quería seguir siendo así
Dices tus despedidas, me sereno
Me quedaré sola, me quedaré feliz
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4. |
Not Today ft. Kevin
04:17
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When everything is said and set in stone
When a part of me has gone haywire, out of control
Will everything I've got just fall apart, reset me to the start?
I don't wanna find out
I'm in a better place than before
And, though, I'm not prepared to what may wait behind the door
I just know, no matter how better I become
There'll always be just one outcome
You're numb, you still tell me I am wrong
Won't take time to get along
Like before, it is the same old song
Seven A.M. I've gotta move
December again, all thoughts removed
And in my mind's eye all I see is you
(I wish it wasn't you)
I'm biting the bullet till it hurts no more
But I'm not prepared to open the door
Frozen, as I say: "One day, but not today"
I'm out of breath
Everybody around keeps speaking of my death
Oh I feel it like a draft in my chest
Through the hole that they ripped open
With bare hands
In the dead of night, I scream
Everything becomes extreme
Feels just like I'm in a fever dream
Seven A.M. I'm on the run
December again, it's just begun
Yet in my mind's eye, all I see is you
Surrounded by ignorance and debris
I'm screaming, realizing that pride is never free
And the price to pay is higher every day
I feel I'm running low on trust and faith
Running myself ragged just to live
There is a void between us
Yet, you keep throwing rocks to fill it
Instead of building bridges
You choose to remain superstitious
Hey, I'm running away
Seven A.M. I've gotta move
December again, all thoughts removed
And in my mind's eye all I see is you
(I wish it wasn't you)
I'm biting the bullet till it hurts no more
But I'm not prepared to open the door
Frozen, as I say: "One day, but not today"
When everything is said and set in stone
(One day, but not today)
When a part of me has gone haywire, out of control
(One day, but not today)
I'm in a better place than before
(One day, but not today)
There'll always be just one outcome
(I'm frozen, as I say: "One day, but not today")
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Sandcastles ft. Solaria
05:21
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Errorist ft. Chris
03:58
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I still remember the day when I dug myself up
From cold, cold ground. I thought I had got revived
But now I see clear as day that I
Couldn't have rescued myself from this hell
Do they all still call it life?
No bullets, yet fighting this war I keep losing
To the foes that I used to call my allies
With fists bleeding hard, I'm joining the fray
I'm on the edge, yet they still just condescend, don't they?
When tides turn to shore, maybe I'll succeed
But for now, I am here to deceive, to be deceived
Sun's gone full circle again. The smoke of the cigarettes
At least it makes my room go white
Why do I desire to cling to your neck, to never let you go again
Weren't you my enemy back then?
No knives, yet scars signify that I'm right
From the foes that I used to call my allies
There was no way down, rock bottom I felt
But tell me then, why do I still seem to descend?
The charcoal in my hand burns to the bone
But it's the only thing that helps me get bridges burnt
Treat yourself to my heart, fresh and sweet from the start
What, you say it tastes bad? Well, guess things go sour
You say I come apart at the seams
You see, it's worse than it seems
Can you rid me of this agony
The feelings inside of me?
No wounds, but this slashing pain's got some deep roots
From the foes who were supposed to have been my allies
With fists bleeding hard, I'm joining the fray
I'm on the edge, yet they still just condescend, don't they?
When tides turn to shore, maybe I'll succeed
But for now, I am here to live
There was no way down, rock bottom I felt
But tell me then, why do I still seem to descend?
The charcoal in my hand burns to the bone
But it's the only thing that helps me get bridges burnt
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Karmine stains on the wall
Smeared all over pictures left to hide
Reverberating silent call
Disappearing cadence, fading light
Nobody accepts the truth
Burdening me with the things
I've left to say
Taking my blue pen and move
Fingers through the lines
Sinless through the crimes
Only so that you would see
I don't belong to you, so long!
And I mustn't prove you that
Tilting at windmills must be all
You can get hold of
Watch this chain around my neck
Become undone, link one by one
Goodbye, Proshai, Sayonara
I hope I never see ya
I've written far too many songs about you
Than you deserve
But you've done me so many wrongs
I lost my nerve
Pills and mixtures have no use
No alcohol mends me
The life I've lived wouldn't have gone in vain
Had you been outside, had you left outside
Hadn't I been born, hadn't you poured scorn on me
I can't believe I've lived like this so long
Pretending to be at home
All this time you've been far too strong
So I had to lie low
Though you have made me who I am
You've crossed the line
My life is mine
Goodbye, Proshai, Sayonara
I hope I never see ya
I hope I never see ya
The bullets you use,
They scream your name
It's deep engraved
The fortress you build made out of sand
Crumbles down, yet you can't hear a sound
The sinkhole in your heart
I've always seen it widen out
I might not be a saint
But the carmine on you ain't paint
I don't belong to you, so long!
And I mustn't prove you that
Tilting at windmills must be all
You can get hold of
Watch this chain around my neck
Become undone, link one by one
Goodbye, Proshai, Sayonara
I hope I never see ya
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9. |
Hurt ft. Avanna
05:27
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I'm never alone
Never happy, never free
'Cause you would never leave me
I feel this pain, I'm hurt
I feel like I'm hollow
'Cause it will be so tomorrow, tomorrow
I'm like a ragged cloth
a broken and burned-out light bulb
Saying: "I don't hurt"
But it has been a lie, surely, a lie
Day after day
There is too much you
Round after round
I am tired, realizing:
There's nothing I could do
Why don't those who leave leave me alone?
Why are you now here, even now?
It is like a merry-go-round
But the "hurt-goes-'round"
I know less and less words
They're all about this pain
I don't need others when you're near
You are my own past
My days, my weeks, my years
And these thoughts of you will not let me go.
Day after day
There's too much of you
Round after round
I am tired, realizing:
There's nothing I could do
I feel I'm buried in you
Like I've been six-feet-under for years
Go under
It is like a merry-go-round
But the "hurt-goes-'round"
Why wouldn't I say it in your face?
Why wouldn't I destroy it
Consigning to oblivion?
Why I can save you
But I can't save me with the saved you?
Who would know
It is like a merry-go-round
But it hurts
Day after day
I'm counting the days
Round after round
I feel dizzy more and more
As if I could feel more
Why don't those who leave leave me alone?
Why are you now here, even now?
It is like a merry-go-round
But the "hurt-goes-'round"
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I'm not a child anymore
But still again "You must, you must"
When feet can't move being sore
Again, "Get up, you must!"
Unjustly
Close people cry for help
But no hearing aid can help
You catch their plea for mercy
No undo to what is done
No forgiveness to your son
I should have told you it all
But unlike you
I know that people get hurt
So unlike you
As far as a telescope can see, away I'd go
Only not to stay
If I'm your work of art, I wish you were a writer
I wouldn't be glad enough to blaze under your lighter
To carry your fantasies away from you
To empty you through
The hourglass being drained
You took the sand to build a castle
Call me your biggest mistake, you do
You say I live owing to you
Tell me, where you've been these last ten years
I might've seen your face
But never have I seen you be around
Keep on living in your hutch
Fuck you, fuck you very much
I should have told you it all
But unlike you
I know that people get hurt
So unlike you
As far as a telescope can see, away I'd go
Only not to stay
If memories perish and fade
Why can't you, too?
That's why it's me who has to move
You think what you do is care
But you're just lying
You simply don't want to stay alone
So stay alone
I'd guard you with a firewall from me
Wish you would let me go and leave me be
When you are sick and weak
Remember my face - you won't see it around
We'll see if that's what you really been asking for
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I wanna cry, I wanna scream, but my mask absorbs the sound
It smiles relentlessly at me, at the people I'm around
It is so easy to hide the pain I've endured since when we last spoke
But I know that no mask can hide away that my entire life's a joke
I'll draw a line in this wet sand
I won't pretend
We're parting without starting
We're so close, yet far apart
And even if we grow together again
I don't know where we should start
Farewell, we're parting without starting
And I'd love to remind you
That unless your major is heartbreaking
You shouldn't act the way you do
I'm bad at taking hints, but you're sure worse at giving them
I fell to the bottom, I know what it means
But I found strength to get up again
And it's not that I blame you for what you've done
But even blind I see the truth:
You're too fool to tell me what is wrong, fool enough to keep on
Making love to someone else you know you hate
So, parting without starting
Seems like something we've gotta do
But even though we've had nothing between us
It's still a damn hard thing to do
Suggest us parting without starting
Then you open your embrace
Let us just get back to where we started
Trying to ignore each other's face
How could you break my heart if you never had it?
How could I be so dumb to think you could have it?
So, woe is me, for all I know I care about you too much to just let you go
And the ice your heart is covered with is just tears
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12. |
Sauvetage ft. DEX
03:44
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Lately, I've felt so blue
Tried to deny the truth
About fifteen hundred days back
When I wasn't cracked
When I was on track
Thinking good days have gone
Accepting I'll be alone
But something inside just
Makes it so hard not to cry
No matter how hard I try
Bullets, needles
And walls used like the easels
Knowing everyone's flawed
I still feel way too odd
Trembling, curling
I lay my head here, corroding
And melding with the mud beneath
Whatever happens next
Be it flatline or side effects
Can't hurt me anymore
I've struggled through
Too much before
I've seen the tables turn
I've got the burden I deserve
And I don't need the sauvetage
During this act of sabotage
I've never gone further than "friends"
For I know how this story ends
And if someone tried to embrace
This body that aches
They'd soon realize how it breaks
Granted, a kid
Has made a turn no one believed
But does anyone care at all?
Whatever happens next
Be it flatline or side effects
Won't ever hurt me more
Than how I've treated myself before
I've made the tables turn
I've got the burden I deserve
And I don't need the sauvetage
During this act of sabotage
Je n'ai pas besoin d'être sauvé
Je dois le faire moi même
Whatever happens next
Be it flatline or side effects
Can't hurt me anymore
I've struggled through
Too much before.
I've seen the tables turn
I've got the burden I deserve
And I don't need the sauvetage
During this act of sabotage
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Claro ft. Bruno
03:16
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Me gustaría ir fuera de aquí
Pensaba que podría hacerlo antes de encontrarte a ti
Y ahora me doy cuenta de que no puedo salir sin dejarte atrás
Me molesta este lugar, pero en él tú estás
Huelo el hedor (de esta ciudad)
Siento el calor (de tus abrazos)
Calmo la tempestad (en la cabeza)
Veo las dudas (en tus ojos)
Estás confundido (cada vez más)
Me desespero (poco a poco)
Valoro la amistad (también contigo)
Aún, ¡otra vez no está claro!
El eco de lo que he dicho
Me está estrellando las orejas
Y el alma, no puedo más
Nunca he querído que algo
Tan sencillo acabe en escombros
Nunca he perseguido el amor
Y todavía aquí estamos
Y yo no puedo levantarme
Huelo el hedor (de esta ciudad)
Siento el calor (de tus abrazos)
Calmo la tempestad (en la cabeza)
Veo las dudas (en tus ojos)
Estás confundido (cada vez más)
Me desespero (poco a poco)
Valoro la amistad (también contigo)
Aún, ¡otra vez no está claro!
Ya que no sé nada, no hago nada, no digo nada
Y conocerte quizá haya sido lo mejor que había pasado conmigo
Aún, otra vez al llegar a casa,
Parece que me he equivocado, no soy digno de ti
Huelo el hedor
Siento el calor
Calmo la tempestad
Veo las dudas
Estás confundido
Me desespero
Valoro la amistad
Pero esta vez todo está claro
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We're standing on the edge, on the sacred line
We've never seen the light but, still, we're not blind
Don't move, don't feel, don't fall, and without a word
Just breathe the air, feeling so alone
She was a sensitive little girl, and
She had a very ambitious soul
Trapped by this dark doomed dishonesty
Acting frostily
Breaking away from these cursed dreams of mine
Falling behind that reality with you
Trapped inside myself alone, so bad
So sad, no thought, no doubts, like Phobia
Me teñi de gris
Olvidé sentir
Por fin desistí
Todo el dolor precipitó
Ya acabo oxidándome el corazón
No lo puedo controlar
¡Me voy a desbordar!
Dime, ¿cuántas veces me he de romper?
Hasta que preguntes: oye, ¿estas bien?
Se ensamblan promesas de mentira
Sentimientos causan Fobia
Breaking away from these cursed dreams of mine
Falling behind that reality with you
Trapped inside myself alone, so bad
So sad, no thought, no doubts, like Phobia
Breaking away from these cursed dreams of mine
Falling behind that reality with you
Trapped inside myself alone, so bad
So sad, no thought, no doubts, like Phobia
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Fall_You
04:38
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The ground's caving in, the fall begins
To the depth without limits
Along with spirits
Of the me who tried approaching you
In my mind
They might be right
I'm too far behind
I'm falling too quickly, I can't fight
I'm falling without you
Falling through you
I am falling so for you
I thought I was strong enough not to take
Kindness for affection
I thought whatever I'd imagined myself
Could grow from dreams
I am sorry for all the times
I seemed to leave you far behind
I only wanted for you to be alright
Sinking in your eyes feels like the death I'd want
There is no ease for me, I'm just stuck in this rut
The ground's caving in, the fall begins
To the depth without limits
Along with spirits
Of the me who tried approaching you
In my mind
They might be right
I'm too far behind
I'm falling too quickly, I can't fight
I'm falling without you
Falling through you
I am falling so for you
It's so hard to speak when you know nothing at all
Words fall short whenever I'm with you, so I just prattle on
Whatever you say, and whenever you smile
I'd love to prolong this moment for a while longer
Oh, ain't it a chiché?
Maybe one day you'll hear this firsthand
Maybe one day you'll come to understand
But the ground's still caving in, the fall begins
To the depth without limits
With this damn image
Of you in my mind that I just can't seem to hide
Oh, tell why are you haunting my mind
I'm suffocating and I can't fight
Still falling without you
Still falling through you
Still, I'm falling so for you
Maybe it would have been much easier had I learned to fly before
But I'm glad that whom I've fallen for is you
Sinking in your eyes feels like the death I'd want
There is no ease for me, I'm just stuck in this rut
The ground's caving in, the fall begins
To the depth without limits
Along with spirits
Of the me who tried approaching you
In my mind.
They might be right
I'm too far behind
I'm falling too quickly, I can't fight
Still falling without you
Still falling through you
I'm falling without you
Falling through you
I am falling so for you
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Why does all I do
Seem to me so senseless
Turn into a restless thought?
The actions that I do
Do they have any part of me?
No, I've got a feeling
That there is nothing inside
Of the circle of life
It's empty
There is no magic, there's no light
No, it's dead up inside
Though, there might be a little piece of love
Hey, my love is pain
Your feelings, babe
Just keep them away, so far away
You know what I do
And act like you desire
Keep on, keep moving on
Throw away the pain
Know it might come back to you
Don't leave me in the lurch
Know I believe in you
It's funny how things change themselves
And I don't understand
How the nightmares came true
But it's all over, and I don't laugh
The way I used to
I'm looking for you
Filled up with doubt, I'm asking
If I see there that bright and warm light
Hey, I feel this pain
My tries are in vain
I'll keep them the same
Keep them the same
You knew I would do it
To meet you
You knew it, because I fell for you
I will throw away
Those doubts if they try to change me
I won't leave you alone
Know, you're not alone
Hey, my love is pain
Your feelings, babe
Just keep them away, so far away
You know what I do
And act like you desire
Keep on, keep moving on
Throw away the pain
Know it might come back to you
Don't leave me in the lurch
Know I believe in you
Why does all I do
Seem to me so senseless
Turn into a restless thought?
The actions that I do
Do they have any part of me?
No, I've got a feeling
That there is nothing inside
Of the circle of life
It's empty
There is no magic, there's no light
No, it's dead up inside
Though, there might be a little piece of love
Hey
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Room of Glass ft. Avanna
03:58
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It's so sad
To hear you make excuses
You would ignore if they were mine
So sad
One of us certainly loses
Comes to a halt
End of the line, dead by the roadside
With every passing day
There's less and less that I can do
Every step of the way
I wish I hadn't met you
I'm trying to do my best
But all I can do is to
Hurt, hurt, hurt everyone
I know I'm never gonna tell you this in person or in a text
I know I'm never gonna stop comparing myself to your other friends
I know that I'd be better off without you
Since you, I can't hold on to, like fire
But cold, yet scorching to the bone
So bad
An ocean of lies is what we're sailing on
Drifting away, till we're sunken and down
I'm mad
Because of the guilt, I'm left to deal with
Spilling silent screams
Till this room of glass no longer lasts
With every passing day
There's less and less that I can do
Roaming along a busy highway
I wish I could get through to you
I know I do my best
And all you can do is to hurt, hurt, hurt
Everyone
I know I'm never gonna tell you this in person or in a text
I know I'm never gonna stop comparing myself to your other friends
I know that all I am for you's a given
Just know that once we reach our bitter end
We'll both be cold and strayed
But it'll be too late
Too late
Is it too late to start again?
Too late, too late
To try and tie up this loose end?
Too late, too late
I cannot be the only one who feels this way
It's not okay
So here I say
I know I'm never gonna tell you this in person or in a text
I know I'm never gonna stop comparing myself to your other friends
I know that I'd be better off without you
Since you, I can't hold on to, like fire
But cold, yet scorching to the bone
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Change ft. Avanna
03:58
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The dancing shadows on the window
Of this bus she's riding
They're being shot, they're frozen still
To hide her heart behind the dusk
Her hopes were but a mirage of the "bon voyage"
You told her before she was gone
But now I see it clearly
And think you lied sincerely
Because of you, she's always blue and cannot find relief
Because of you, she's got this burden
And her heart's no longer on her sleeve
She preferred to move on, but you picked her on
Saying "where can you stay but with me?"
She's broken beyond mending, yet you keep tormenting
If it feels like it doesn't hurt anymore
Perhaps she's become numb?
Fighting on never helped her move, or to be approved
But does she want it to change?
Why live to be able to fight?
Why love if it results in cries?
I do not want it to end, so…
To die would mean
To never be able to say goodbye
To never find the peace of mind
I do not want it to end, so…
And in the past, she'd run away from you across the sea
But you would hunt her down
And plead her mother to grant you some clemency
If only she escaped again
But at this point, the road is full of hurdles
So she is running in her mind
In circles, in circles
Oh, and that's how you two wound up
Happiness you can't dig up
We all live in the present
That's all but pleasant
Is it too late for it to change?
If you run like you run for your life?
If bonds end up broken from strife?
I do not want it to end, so...
To die would mean
To never be able to say goodbye,
To never find the peace of mind
I do not want it to end, so…
But time will pass and she would soon forgive
As if nothing happened
If only she hated, if she had made it
Away with that stupid heart of hers
Before she learned to mortify
Before wreaking havoc with lies
I can't take what you have done to her, no more
She has been fighting a losing battle
You're making her feel so little
I would love if you could end it
I wish, love, that you would end it
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19. |
Lights ft. Natalie
04:51
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As a child, I heard stories of those now gone
They were strong, they sailed the seas
And they found a home
I always wondered why would they look for something
They have and why they'd carry on
Oh, I've had to let it go, how was I supposed to know
I too would have to roam?
This could be the last day
Carpet is an ashtray
And there are no walls to hold the ceiling
Hot bones building up in the halls
Silently I fall down, kneeling
LIghts above my head
Tonight I play dead
Shivers running down my spine
As I'm pierced by the eyes of somebody of my kind
And the eyes are blind
Howls above my head
Will there be an end?
I'm staring at a broken sun,
And I know I should better run
Glares. And then I'm deaf
Parachutes have no use if you never land
In the end, everything perishes by someone's command
Whizzing, sirens, hopes in dissonance
Damp walls indicate the imminence
Of what was apparent all along
Bulbs are glowing dimmer
Almost to a shimmer
I'm just sitting there, trying to stop trembling
Rain falls, leaves behind sinkholes
Mixes with the crimson
And I wish that I never had to see
The lights from Shadowlands
Ears behind my hands. Oh
Never had a heart of stone
Yet, always so alone
Is it my turn to atone?
If so, then what for?
Howls above my head
Will there be an end?
If there was a chance to escape
Would I go? Or would I just forsake
The ones I'd be leaving behind?
I wish I could know
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Now let me let you down
I won't settle for less
Now let me say it now
I won't hold back, I confess:
Now let me leave this place
I'm just gonna take the path that never ends
My heart beats like a race
As I bid my home farewell
Fate might deal me a losing hand
But life goes on and I still stand
Someday I will be strong
And all my problems will be gone
This neverending fear
That suddenly appears
Whenever I come here
Be gone
I wish I'd known before
That I'd be found on a distant shore
That I'd learn how to see
A human within me
And find out it's been this way
All along
Under this deep blue sky
One day I will wake up
Wondering about why
I'm beneath the same old sun
Yet, after all this time, I've got no home
So again and again I am compelled to roam
Towards a land unknown
My destination might be far
And reaching it might get me scarred
I guess that's just the way things are
It feels so bad to think of giving up
When doing my best just doesn't seem enough
And it hurts to face what's facing us
Though doubts and fears may always blur my sight
I'll keep on walking straight towards the light
And have faith that throughout I'll stay strong
And through the bad times, I'll keep moving on
When nobody is here
To always interfere
Will there be any fear? Oh
I wish I'd known before
That the journey's never done
And there's always place to run
And on this endless quest
I'll embrace the change and the unrest
And find a home where I can conquer fear
And finally rest
(After all this time I've got no home
In search of a place to call my own
Like a rolling stone, I'm tossed and thrown
'Cross mountains' high and oceans' foam)
Through every city, town, and street
My searching heart does ever beat
For somewhere that feels just like home
A place where I am not alone)
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Nishin
Hey there!
Thanks for stopping by my little corner. I'm a songwriter, juggling music and 3D
art as my creative outlets.
My sound usually hangs out in the alternative and pop-rock realms, but I love to experiment and keep things fresh.
I love using computer-generated voices as lead singers in my music.
Hope my creations strike a chord with you
Happy listening
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